hE had left

I don't feel like going to...... I still brood over that matter . I was feeling down because of that matter . This thing made mie physically and mentally tired i also don't know. As if my memory kept on... I always tell myself just move on luh , don't let him down hor don't let him down and if iue don't move on, things will still gonna be the same . This few days whenever he messages mie , i jolly well dare not have the cheek to reply back . I feel i really let him down by constantly not going. He really put high hopes on mie but i think i will disappoint him . The sad thing is he put so much effort on mie yet i still didn't cherish . Sigh. Maybe need somebody to motivate mie or give mie a push perhaps... Wahaha. Joking. Probably too rely on him ba ? Okie . I must make a decision : Just move on and let bygones be bygones even though things won't be the same .

~Miss CGC Day 3