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Enlightened! =]
Walked with Atiqah to plaza and she told me lots of stuff which i haven't thought of it of like, what to concentrate and what is not suppose to, currently at that moment. And really quite amazed by what she can say. She used to be shy and don't know how to encourage people but today really surprised me. She tried her best to cheer me up and somehow she did change my perspective of life by seeing at the current situation. :)

I'm so sorry for saying i hate you.

You know I didn't mean it cause you bao toh me in chinese test.

I thought cold war will help but i was wrong. I left it too long already. And i decided to give in so i took the initiative first.

If i don't treasure you both, i won't take the initiative to talk to you first.

You mention you wanted time after mid-year. alright, i give you.

Then ? Why don't talk out ? Seems like you are running away from the problem or situation? And i already apologised, what do you want me to do more? ok, it's my fault for saying i hate you but if that time i didn't that then what? My turn to angry la for bao toh?

Why this small little tweenie-weenie matter destroy our almost 3-year friendship & let it go to a waste? We left half a year in secondary life, i wanna treasured the rest of my time by spending with the ones i loved.

I had done my best to salvage already , i lived with no regrets.

i'm devastated . my life seems to be on suspense, i hate it .

I KNEW IT...
IT'S TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!!!

It's been aproximately two weeks since i update my blog.

This two weeks were extremely boring.

Could not go anywhere as the mid-year were here as it's inevitable. ):

Reluctant to study, yes, extremely . >.<